Sadness

I am Sadness. I am the sea you drown yourself in when all other emotions have failed you. I am your constant state of empty, the emotional refuge you continuously retreat to. I am the words that cannot escape your mouth, the thoughts captive in your mind, and the silent invisible waterfalls that are stuck behind your eyes. I am the blame you put on yourself. The reasoning you know isn't true, but have come to terms with, and the fake logic you tell yourself. I am the cool breeze you try desperately to warm yourself in, the hollow bones of dark memories you choose to feast on, and the darkness you allow to swallow you whole.




Sadness is the water that washes away your efforts. 

Sadness is blaming myself for you hurting me.