I make up the scenarios in my head. Some involve real people, some don't. I guess they are kind of like fantasies, and I'll roleplay them at night when I'm on the edge of sleep.

In the past, I've used these scenarios to write. I'll roleplay a scene night after night, then write it into whatever story I'm working on at the time. I haven't written about them in a long time though. Maybe I should.

I think this is why it is sometimes hard to navigate through my memories, because sometimes I've played this scene on repeat for so long, I can't tell if it's actually real anymore. It makes it complicated to involve real people in these scenarios, because then I have to figure out how to separate what they said in my made up roleplay, and what they actually said. 

My brain does not like to separate the two.